My life sucks!!!

Things havent been too good for me recently, shits happened and i hate it. It depressed me big time, i will get back on here when i feel better. Why am i not gettting comments?? No one seems to care about my blog? How do i draw traffic to my blog?? HALP please???

My current obssesion!!

This little monster is my god son, he just happened to be one of my god sister's cousin, i used to hang out with my god sister a lot and sometime she brought him along when she had to babysit him. I get to spent a lot of time with him and i fall in love with him, he is such a cool boy, super easy to take care of him and always had a smile on that melts my heart!! When can i have my own???

Outfits of the Day (OOTD)!

I like to take pictures of the outfits i wore, here are some of the outfits i wore for the past weeks, i described my style as casual and sexy, since i cant do much layering in sucha hot climate, Malaysia weather, i really dislike you...booooo. I just keep my style as simple and light as possible, Onto the picturesssss...



Flowery top - Wet Seal
Yellow tanks - Old Navy
Black shorts - Nichii


Racer back pattern top - Couture (US)
Black shorts - Nichii

My makeup haul

My order from drugstore.com had finally came, i just bought some new lippies from Maybelline because i heard great reviews from the line, the shade i got is Cameral kiss and Hooked on Pink, Hooked on pink is loooooooove >>>>>3!!! I love how it showed up on my lips, you just feels this is your shade the moment you had it on, i had the feeling for this shade. Caramel Kiss is a great brownish cocoa shade, but i dont think it look good on me, it just dont go with my skintone, gahhh i hate online shopping sometimes when u cant actually see the products!! So Maybelline Malaysia, please get them soon, they are looooooveeeee. So it was just okay for me. The other cheap find from Local makeup stall is the Bloop lipstick, i got it on sale for RM10, it called moisturizer lipstick in Shade 01, its a creamy pinky color, it looked bright pink in tube but when i put it on it just blend into my lips and dont look too pink on me, it has about the right amount of pink on my lips and very subtle, i loveee it!!! And did i mentioned how cute the packaging is??? Ic below!!!


Bloop moisturizer lipsticks, isnt the tube awesome?? I looooove the packaging!!!

Lipsticks and Lip gloss swatch - From L-R, Revlon SL Cherries in the glow, Revlon SL Shine that pink, Maybelline CS Caramel kiss, Maybelline CS Hooked on Pink, Bloop Moisturizer l/s 01


Strawberry Chapstick
Milani Luminous blush
Wet n Wild Egyptian Sand eyeshadow trio
WnW H20 black liquid eyeliner
Maybelline Color Sensational lipstick Caramel kiss & Hooked on pink
Revlon Super lustrous lip gloss Cherries in the glow & Shine that pink

MIA???

Sorry i have been MIA (missing in action) for so long, the reason behind it is i have found a special someone that i really enjoyed my time with him, hehe dont ask, i dont share cos i m still kinda confuse in this whole situation haha! Enough talk, onto the pictures, these are some pics taken from the past few weeks, i hope y'all like it!


Isn't he the cutest pie, my little god sister's cousin.

Here are my little god sis with her favourite local artist - Ivan at the Kuching Carnival 2009 held by Sinchew Daily at Pending recreation center on Nov 21 2009.

Meeeeeeeee! Feel good day =)

Another "nothing much" daaaaaaaaaaaaaay

Boooo, my friend told me last minutes she have to babysit her cousin and i cant meet her, so here i m, just messing around with the camera, not everyone's cup of tea, but i am loving the tribal printed tube dress that i m gonna wear tonight, so instead of letting the outfit going wasted, i took pics!!!



Ewww looks at my big fat arm, i gained bazzzzzzzilion weights since i came baaaaaaaaack, i cant resist Kuching foods!!! Gaaaaaaaaaaaahh

Crappppy day....

It was supposely a good day when my long due package fro US came in... Until i was having a verry nerve distracting fight with my folks, they are leaving Brunei for 2-3 weeks and my dad alway the stubborn one and wont do things as request by me and left me feeling upset, i haaaaaate people that making people's life miserable, GAaaaaaaaaaaaahh, can i quit being her daughter???? I dont think soooooooooooo


Went to Life cafe at Brighton Square at Jalan Song later that night, this place is just open and packed with the youngster, i felt so Lao Kok Kok surrounding by the kids, Good things is aging is being good to me and i dont dress like a 50 years old, so i guess i can pretty much blend in there lol. Anyway, having a good nite goofy around with my buddies, reasonable priced menu items, and drinks, soups come in individual pot that so cute and aromatic, definitely give it a try when you're there.
I dont think so this cafe is belong to the one at the old pasar*, i called there the other nite asking for the business hours for this location and they said it was not under the same owner, i guess Life cafe is just a popular name???

*Pasar = Market, Local way of saying downtown or busy crowded center point in my city.

Do i need second interview???

Well, i went to interview this afternoon, not quite there yet but they need me to come back for second interview, gahhh i thought i was hired, haha...i m sooo overly confident. It basically what my job tasks are administrative works, i dont mind running the administrations but i cant imagine myself sitting at the cubicle 8 hours a day doing repetittive works, i guess i will be fine, it just a transition period. The most important thing right now is to get me hired!!! Wish me luckssss

Anyone interested in U Mobile prepaid???

My friend is an agent for this new service, available nationwide in Malaysia, currently expanding the service to Sabah and Sarawak, give it a try, only RM6 for the starter kit with RM5 free airtime value and you lands yourself a new 018 number. They also gives u 20% more airtime value each time you top-up, ie, RM12 airtime value for RM10 top up. Anyone in Kuching who are interested please let me know, i will hook u up with the agent if you want to get the "pretty" numbers =))))

more information: www.u.com.my

Here's how my starter kit looks like

Everybody can made - Tiramisu Recipe

Tiramisu
This is the easy and fast version of tiramisu recipe, and doesn't requires a lots of egg. And it was sooooo delicious!

Prep time: 40 mins
Difficulty: Medium

Ingredients:

Mascarpone cheese 8oz (Can get it at Specialty grocery store)
Lady Finger 1 package 24 bar or any airy, flurry angel/spounge cakes
Powdered Sugar 3 Tbs
Egg York 1 ea
Brandy/ Cognac 1 Tbsp
Heavy Cream 8 fl.oz
Cocoa powder 3 Tbsp

Espresso Shot:
Instance coffee 2 tsp
Hot water 1/3 C
Rum 1 1/2 tsp
Powdered Sugar 4 Tbsp


Instructions:
Combine egg york, 2 Tbsp powdered sugar & brandy into large bowl. Add Mascarpone cheese and beat with hand for 3-5 minutes until smooth.

In another bowl, combine heavy cream and 1 Tbsp powdered sugar & beat with mixer until smooth. Genty folded into Mascarpone mixture. Beat throughly for 3-5 minutes.

Brush one side of each lady finger with espresso shot & layer on bottom and sides of serving dishes. Spread 1/2 of Mascarpone mixture and sprinkle with 1 Tbsp cocoa. Layer lady fingers and finish with a Mascarpone layer & 1 Tbsp cocoa. Chill at least 2 hour, cut in squares and sprinkle with cocoa powder before serve. ENJOY!

Whats for dinner??

Just the old post i moved from Window space to draw more traffics to my new blog, Here we go, i love to cook, i cook everyday for myself and sometime my brother when he is home, its sooo much fun and fulfilling!!

>>>>3 Cup chicken w/fried tofu puff<<<

Ingredients:
5 oz (approximately 150g) chicken tenderloin(sliced)
3 pieces fried tofu puff （油豆腐）
1 fl.oz soy sauce
1 fl.oz cooking wine
1 fl.oz sesame oil
1 C water
1 clove garlic (minced)
2 Tbsp ginger (shredded)
2 tsp sugar
1 handful of basil leaves （九層塔）

Instructions:
Heat the pan with 1 Tbsp of cooking oil, add in shredded ginger, stir fry the ginger until brown and the ginger appears dried, add in garlic and sesame oil, keep stiring for about 30 sec, stir in sliced ckicken until the color of chicken turned white, add in fried tofu puff together with cooking wine and soy sauce, stir fry the ingredient evenly and bring in 1 C of water, stir fry for about 1 minute, when the sauce is boiling, add in basil leaves, stir fry for a little and it's ready to serve.

>>>>>Roasted Garlic Green Bean<<<

Ingredients:
5 oz green beans (washed and trimmed)
1 clove garlic (minced)
1 Tbsp olive oil
Dash of salt and pepper

Instructions:
Sprinkle minced garlic, salt and pepper on the green bean, pour in 1 Tbsp of olive oil, put in the microwave at 450'F, bake it for 30 mins.

Recipes by Judy Mok

Booooooooooo Paypal fee is a killer!!!

Paypal has some ugly fee applied to Malaysia registered account, instead of charging USD.30 per transaction, they are charging RM2 for each payment going to Malaysia registered account, which equivalent to USD.60 booooooo!!! Its twice as much as i paid with my previous US account. I had to make my eBay payments to the new Malaysia account because Paypal limited or froze my US account, i cant received payment until they resolve my case. I think they are wary of my US account might be hacked by the third party since my account was registered in US and i oftenly logged in the account outside the country with different IP, so it just a security step to make sure no spam or anything. But why it costs more???? SSiigghsssss.... what i can do?? I just have to suck it up and pay more fees since i need Paypal in my life!!!

Hmmmm...

Its hard to believe a gal like me still single at the age of 31, well i m not pretty but at least i am presentable right?? I think i m kinda
cute - I wear cute clothes???
Naive - i believe whatever the person said, eventhough its a joke, does that counts??
sexy - i just happened to have a sexy curve, not a boney type of gal
educated - i went to collegeeeeeeee
responsible - I take responsiblity seriously, you can alway counts on me!!!
funny...
But why i still single?? I guess i m just a little freaky, i just need to find a man that make me real comfortable, i want to stay in my comfort zone that i can show the world who i really am. I always in the relationship but it just hard to stay in the relationship when someone dont completely understand you, maybe i always felt in love so fast and happened in a quickie way that both of us can hardly get to know each other and when we had an arguement, the relationship just scattered apart. I guess i just need to make no rush into a relationship and find someone who can accept me as the way i am. I tend to be believe that every single person need another half to complete them, sooooooooo it just a matter of time, when it's the time... it's come... haha.....Kusooooo to my positive spirit!!!

Before and After

Are you surprises that how wonderly makeup does to the women? well....proved, thats all me!!!
Pretty ahhhhhhhmazing huh, i loooooooove makeup its my best friend!!!
Before

After

Blaaaaaaah day

My day is sorta blah, i crashed my car and run into a bump that left few stractches at my car, **cry**I haaaaaaaaate driving at night when you are not familiar with the area, i get nerveous and thats how accident happened!!! Note to self, plan your route before you get on the road!!!
One thing that cheer me up my crapppy day is doing something that you like!!! Whats else to do when you got really upset?? Shoopping!!! I kinda watch my wallet and don't have much to shop so i went to a cheap mart looking for some beauty stuffs, and there....i found some cheap false lashes, the store called Sin Nam Fatt located at Jalan Song, right opposite the crowded food center, they have $1 Ringgit falsie and some were a little expensive, $2.90 a pair which i believed its was from Korea. Hmmmm the Korean falsies looked promising and i cant wait to try them out and share the result, stay tuned!!!

Kopitiam hang out!!

One of my buddies was back from Sibu and we had a night chit-chatting at the local kopitiam, the frequent spot that we all like to go is Premier 101, the kopitiam called "Yi Pin Xiang"?? It always packed with people, everyone in Kuching seems to like Kopitiam a lot, which is called Kopitiam culture?? When there is a kopitiam, its alway full of people. Which is good, who doesnt like cheap food and with variety of choices, from local dishes to burger, you will always found a stall that make your tummy happy. Also, they served really cheap beers, i think its 3 for 10 Ringgits? I just saw people sitting there for hours popping beers and just chill and leave with tipsy smiles with a table full of empty cans....haha how great is the nite ending it with gazzzzilllion gallons of beers, hang over is a biatch....

Its true that Kuching is such a small lovely place, i stumble my cousin over there, nothing biggies, just catching up with her, talk about family and life, its been too long since i last chat with her, it think it was 15 years ago or even longer.....Its good to re-bonding again with the close one.

I wasnt smoke a single ciggarattes the whole day until i went out at nite, i smoked at least...gahhh i dont even want to count, i think like 10 to 12 cigs? Damn, i was so torn and blurred after bombarded by the cigs, i know i know, i should have more self control, but i just loooooooooove to have something on my fingers when 1 goof around, i dont know, i should not let myself went that far, i felt the cigs had done some damages to me already, my throat and my voice become so deep and harsh and i coughed all the time, gahhhhhhhhh, why do i pick up the cigs when i already put it away???

I got an interview!!!

At KTS, wish me luck, i reallllllyy need it, i alway had brain freeze when some serious event that i need to well presented myself. The interview is on Monday the 9th at 2pm, how do i make myself more loosen up??? Picking and deciding a good outfits?? Hmmm that might help me a little, i need to buy more clothes, a gal never get enough of clothes even they have closets full of clothes and still cant find a damn thing to wear, pretty lame huh, sighssssssssss galsssssssssssss anyway, wish me lucksssssssssssss!!!

Good new!!! Withdraw paypal funds to Malaysia bank is now Free, well sorta....read on...

I dont know if anyone post this, but if you are selling on eBay.com, you can withdraw money in to your local bank for free if the withdraw amount is above RM 400, if under the amount of 400, RM3 fees will be applied. I am not sure if it does to all Malaysia banks, or just Maybank, cos i m using Maybank. So if you have Maybank it should works for you. You just go to withdraw tab on Paypal and click withdraw money to your bank, fills in your bank information and transfer your paypal funds to your Malaysia bank. It takes 2-3 days to appear on your bank, i still wanting for my first withdrawal to kick in, it should be there tomorrow, i will keep you guys updated!!
**Update on 6/11/09**
It said on the website that transfer time takes 2-3 days, but i got an email saying my funds will be available on the 10th, which it took 1 week to receive the money cos i make the transfer on the 3rd. Gahhh its a bit annoyed since i m so broke, i will go cashless for another 4 days, damn i hate when you dont have money on hand, it make me feels like a broke rat. Arrghhhh, what can i do, everything went slow when you lives 3000 miles ago, will keep you guys updated when i reeived the money!!!

**Updated 7/11/2009**
The money is there!!! It only took Paypal 4 days to transfer the money to my bank account, yay to Paypal!!! I m going to withdraw money with my Maybank visa check card on my way out, hooooooraaaaaaaay for not having an empty pocket on the weekend!!!

Random and self whoring pics

Baking blog turn to a ranting blog

Sorry bakers, i m so gonna dissappointed you if you clicked in my blog, its became my ranting blog since i moved back to my country. If you're interested in my life, do check them out, i tried to share my life with you, its might be boring but hey sharing is caring...=)))))Take care everyone and good nite!!! xoxo

My future spoiled babe

Hey cutie pie. when will you be mine?? Meet my future lil pup, hes is the Shih Tzu, the owner said it was pure breed and its lil more expensive with 2 colors. I just waiting for my payment to kick in so that i can take him home, it cost $400 for this lil monster, pretty cheap huh?? But i m so broke now, i wish hes is in my lab now and i wish the hardest hes not taken by the time i got my money! I actually had 3 pup to pick, the 2 colors pup which is the cutest among the 3 but it costs $50 more, and the other 2 were the golden colors but they with totally differences characters, one of them is super hyper and one just a quiet one, should i go for the the hyper one or the quiet one??

I m baaaaaaaack!!

To my beloved hometown, Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia. After been away for 10 years, i was back to the place that i grown up and raised, i love this lovely land, it was developing so fast and yet reserved the peacefulness of a urban area. I just started to fall in love with it. I got back from Oklahoma since last July, i just take eveything slow, job searching could be a pain, i need to build a career and not just find a job to work your ass off without really committed to it. I know, it sounds vain, but i have my own pace and would like to takes things slow. So mom and dad stopping pushing me so hard, i know when its time, its time, just freaking give me more time!!!
Back to the point that how i been in love with Kuching, each and everyday when i went out either to the Kopitiam or the mall, i stumbled lots of familiar faces, they are either from the neighborhood while i grew up in the early childhood, or they are from the next door classmates which we dont really know each other but the face sounds so familar and its sometimes you are struggling whether to greet them or not. Haha, i just laughed away and dont bother since it might sounds kinda awkward if they dont have a clue who you are. So i just passed by them with a big friendly smiles. Maybe next time if ya sees someone just smiles at you, smiles back, they might be someone that you knew and since it been too long, people changes, things change.

I might started to blog about the life in Kuching, its been so much fun comes across things and people, people here are friendly, more friendly that anywhere on earth. I went to a place and see people do things, sometimes its funny when people talks with our very unique accents, ie, Kuching Hokkien, you cant find anywhere else that talk the same way as Kuching people, i think the slang its a little stiff and people talks faster and always use funny descriptions to express the feeling, i m cracking up when people try to spice up the conversation with differences adjectives and ending verbs, such as, lar, wah, liao, horrrrrrr.....haha i felt so homey when i first got back, this is so hilarious!!!

As i mentioned, how i like the friendliness of Kuching people, they could turned to a monster while driving, they are so rush while driving, cut your line when you drives slow looking for direction, people, why are you so rush?? Cant you just leave the door 5 minutes earlier so that you dont have to drive in the rush?? I was horrified when i saw 2 car wrecks 1 morning, so scary! I m so not going to die because of your carelessness in driving.....